Many things are out of our control, so I pray giving it All to Him knowing it is done.
Believe
Abba As I come before you I pray for the one known as British.
I bind the Spirit of Heaviness according to Matthew 18:18 and loose the Garment of praise Joy and Comfort. Let your Will be done In Jesus's mighty name I pray Amen
My brother... Im going to encourage u today! I know it seems like EVERYTHING that can go wtong will..paitent in hope or something like that in a verse sonewhere, paitent in affliction..im not a bible scholar but i understood that trials cone, long suffering happens, and thats the promise of it all! We are fore told in everything to be joyful about it all...my prayers for ur wife n u a confessed comfort in ur conflucts..its not going to ALWAYS be this way. You are a human, dont beat urself up so badly cuz God knows ur heart and ur not alone. I too had to embrace loss of a baby, a divorce, a job loss, and yes ALMOST homeless for the 5th time this yr. But u know what? U are syrobger doing good 👍 you are right where God desires u to trust him. No, lide isnt all rainbows and butterflies, but every promise God gave us cones to pass. This too shall pass..every weapon formed wont prosper my brother! The present situation isnt a final destination so keep the faith. You are going to be on top again but not the way u once was. I pray God gives u strength to endure, peace that passes all understanding and a hedge of protection over u and ur family!
The fact that God holds your future is the Light. It's always good to admit where we are when not feeling great. That way we are available to receiving the healing through the Spirit's direct ministry to us and His provision of people and circumstance to encourage us.
You are courageous to put this out there as an example to others that following Jesus is not a guarantee of comfort by this world and its offerings. Your work search will be fruitful because you have trust and have sincerely prayed. However, as I well know, it's always best to be prepared for a surprise when you discover what God has in store for you.
@FreddieUK Thankyou for the advice and encouragement!
It's really important for people to know my pastor has a style of confrontational, aggressive approach to preaching but he always reminds us he is preaching to himself too and after he is very gracious to people which is key.
I hope this does gain fruit although often times I feel it doesn't. I fear people are hypnotised by a feel good Christianity we see and Christian nationalism has this negative effect too.
I do indeed look forward to what God has in store for me, it motivates me to job search hard.