The church is all about Jesus, not about this world. Here is a beautiful video!

I listened to the whole thing into the wee hours into the night.... I love when pastors teach on the meat of the word... I am always looking inward am I this am I that? I ask the Lord... Living for Christ is a never ending story of resolve, and lining up to His version of life and focusing on Him in all areas in life. I do love Him deeply, but satan has been keeping me out of the church, for fear that an impure spirit that harrasses me would harrass innocent church goers. I think about psalms 23, where Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies: thou anointest my head with oil; my cup runneth over. 6 Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life: and I will dwell in the house of the Lord for ever.
And I also think about New International Version
“But what about you?” he asked. “Who do you say I am?”
Simon Peter answered, “You are the Messiah, the Son of the living God.” Jesus replied, “Blessed are you, Simon son of Jonah, for this was not revealed to you by flesh and blood, but by my Father in heaven. And I tell you that you are Peter, and on this rock I will build my church, and the gates of Hades will not overcome it. Hebrews 10:25
King James Version
25 Not forsaking the assembling of ourselves together, as the manner of some is; but exhorting one another: and so much the more, as ye see the day approaching.

All this I know, but the enemy is holding me hostage from attending church, because I don't want the enemy to hurt innocent people like he does me.. It's already happened many times already... I know I am saved, I know I am blessed, I know Jesus has given me His good graces, He is teaching me to repent from things and to line up with His word, And to be filled with the Holy Spirit, and I can also hear Angels sing, but there is just that one thing.... An impure spirit I've overcome sooo many evil spirits so far, but so far this one is the most unrelenting. Please pray for me... To be delivered, that is my deepest wish, then I can go to church, and obey all of the teachings I've copied and pasted above!

I’m out to find reconciliation , between the seemingly divergent views expressed here.

I suggest that meditating on the Fruits of the Spirit expressed in Galatians 5 is the way forward.

Love
Joy
Peace
Patience
Kindness
Goodness
Faithfulness
Gentleness
Self Control

I’ll do that too myself in the coming week.

The truth will set you free.

The truth is inside you not in a church or a Bible that’s been twisted to keep you in fear.