Just Flushing Things Out
I let another white man ruin my dreams because I'm too sensitive and I didn't advocate for myself more often. Now I'm back to feeling the same way I was two years ago. Except this time I have a boss who loves me and is willing to keep me around just on prep. Per my request, which also turned down the management position I was offered.
I work for two gentleman who are very different from each other. Rather, I work under one as he is the chef of the menu and kitchen, and I work for the owner who is the head honcho Chef. I despise the former. And he hates me too. I can't work with him anymore, and I don't have to. And I also don't have to quit my job. Being a manager there was a dream of mine for a very long time. Well before I even worked there. It hurts a lot, but I'm glad to be getting to work closer to my better boss since I'll be working in the mornings.
Started an extra anti-anxiety medication about a week ago. This one I take as needed, which is fun I guess. I feel very chilled. It doesn't mix well with marijuana, but that's okay because I don't smoke at work, and I only take this at work. I'm also not going to be working dinner service anymore, so that's taking a lot of anxiety away from the day.
I work for two gentleman who are very different from each other. Rather, I work under one as he is the chef of the menu and kitchen, and I work for the owner who is the head honcho Chef. I despise the former. And he hates me too. I can't work with him anymore, and I don't have to. And I also don't have to quit my job. Being a manager there was a dream of mine for a very long time. Well before I even worked there. It hurts a lot, but I'm glad to be getting to work closer to my better boss since I'll be working in the mornings.
Started an extra anti-anxiety medication about a week ago. This one I take as needed, which is fun I guess. I feel very chilled. It doesn't mix well with marijuana, but that's okay because I don't smoke at work, and I only take this at work. I'm also not going to be working dinner service anymore, so that's taking a lot of anxiety away from the day.
26-30, M
