so my friend told me my body ... earth mobil is formed in a beautiful way meant to give and told me I was Gaia ... makes sense since I been bonding
with the earth element this past years for the first time in my life, I always been so ungrounded and not able to root due trauma but I accomplished my intention to heal my roots and be one with Mother Nature I always loved and bonded with my emotions water and also air thru my breath imagination dreams and wonders , now one with the earth im ready to bond with FIRE whatever that means ..... I do wonder why he said this to me after our meditation we made with alien technology I feel he was opening me up for sex... I wonder if sex is the fire im walking towards to. alchemy is fun and powerful but im not sure he is the right person to experience it with maybe if he was single I wouldn't think twice? idik
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he is my meditation teacher.. been for years he is in an open relationship married, his wife was around the house I never gave in to him cus of my small minded principles I guess this time he told me we should hang out more often as friends too not only in meditation sessions he once gave me a tantric massage naked the first time we met he said it was reiki.. that was wild cus I dont like being touched. other time we swam naked in waterfalls under the moonlight in tribe at the heart of the jungle there he tried to kiss me he's wife didn't go but I coudn't give in anyway.
they re in an open relationship @DeluxedEdition and I received it as a healing thing nothing extra no matter his intentions I stood my heart ground but yea I never opened up for it again
@hiddenpearl he’s a creep taking advantage of you and his wife and making up spiritual things in attempt to get into your pants. Does his wife benefit from their open relationship or does only himself? No his wife has to stay home and be a wife and take care of the house and do chores and be a slave while he goes and fucks whoever
I’ve studied reiki years back. and there is literally no need or reason to do reiki naked. Reiki is energetic intentional healing. If you have pure intentions and pure heart, you can perform reiki successfully. You don’t need to be swimming naked with some clown in a waterfall in order to do reiki
If you’re interested why don’t you Invest in some reiki books?
@hiddenpearl you didn’t receive it as a healing thing you were told it was a healing thing and it wasn’t. It was a sick attempt on his behalf to get you to have sex with him
he owns the waterfalls and that land and took us all camping to explore and experience heaven on earth literally , im thankful to vibe with his family and tribe he is a very cosmic being I am too @DeluxedEdition and his wife is not a slave is a millionaire that does yoga and has her own business of yoga ,she could have come too if she felt like it....
he has 2 daughters and a wife why would he want to abuse them like that ... I believe he has a big heart @Pfuzylogic I believe in the good of the world we all have our darkness but also out light is real. .. and I never gave in so all has remained pure .. nothing is good or bad, only thinking makes it so I believe that love is free
@hiddenpearl I am careful of man created spiritualism. I personally don’t think he acts like a holy man let alone define good or evil. If there is no good or eve up then why even mention a spirit?
@Pfuzylogic there is a lot of that. Have you ever heard of the polygamy spiritual cult lead by a leader called “nature boy”.
This reminded me of that. They all lived out in the woods and he (natureboy) claimed to be some kind of spiritual teacher and it was just a polygamy cult. Similar to Charles Manson minus the murder. he beat and abused all of those women. This actually happened in Georgia. One of them got away and called the police and told them he was running a cult and abusing women
He was arrested multiple times for multiple things including molesting his own children
@Pfuzylogic maybe pain frees people and they were acting like slaves themselves, and no one is a saint it is natural to have a dark side the lighter your light the darker your darkness too
@Pfuzylogic some women like being slaves its even a fetich...suffering will come no matter if you are mono or poly it is natural for evolution..that guy probably didn't want that much control in the first place thats why he reacted like that control is the opposite of freedom and poly is all about freedom and expansion sharing and love it is important to find your equal other wise u level down into the darkness and this is what happens poly is a luxury for high frequency beings... not for everyone,...that tribe wasn't meant for it lol
@hiddenpearl I heard the term high frequency about 42 years ago when a girl from LA was hitting on me at the observatory. She couldn’t define the term to give it real meaning. You are young and some things must be learned first hand. Heopefully you won’t pay too high of a price for a learned life lesson. Honestly marriage was not designed to be poly ever.
Freedom isn't tied down to either mono or poly, i think, but it's a wider, more inclusive thing... saying wider and inclusive, doesn't equal 'more' nor 'less' nor 'one' or two .. Sometimes through less, one can find the focus and peace required more easily. Or sometimes through absolute openness and transparency too ..the myriad of ways lol
Another thing for you to consider maybe is..since i began looking into female role models (or teachers if you wish to call em..) i found they know of certain things men don't.. just because of the difference of our nature..
