so my friend told me my body ... earth mobil is formed in a beautiful way meant to give and told me I was Gaia ... makes sense since I been bonding
with the earth element this past years for the first time in my life, I always been so ungrounded and not able to root due trauma but I accomplished my intention to heal my roots and be one with Mother Nature I always loved and bonded with my emotions water and also air thru my breath imagination dreams and wonders , now one with the earth im ready to bond with FIRE whatever that means ..... I do wonder why he said this to me after our meditation we made with alien technology I feel he was opening me up for sex... I wonder if sex is the fire im walking towards to. alchemy is fun and powerful but im not sure he is the right person to experience it with maybe if he was single I wouldn't think twice? idik
That. Exactly. I - can - totally - relate !!! I have been through these thoughts, question myself whether i am another blonde groupie material, like a Rasputin or Castaneda whore lol. Yet it is real, how many dances can a man dance in order to get to fuck. I am being a bit raw here but I am very thoughtful towards that. I have no answer my dear, other than, seriously trust your gut. For sure, in the path of your growth, healing and expansion you will have to face uncomfortable circumstances, and that's what's troubling me too. The ability to distinguish which gut feeling needs to be taken as an advisor to retrieve and which to be taken as an indicator to push through. There is your free will and use it wisely and when in doubt, wait. Time can be another good advisor in some cases...
@hiddenpearl well in any aspect of life they really do. We can’t expect anything from life. There is nothing that is promised to us other than Gods love.. unfortunately
We expect things to happen based on our own personal experiences. Life is infinite potential
@Miram I have rage issues and an abusive father too, we all are here to fully feel our needs one way or another. what matters is that u do this with love .
guess I love playing dumb haha I never regret my mistakes as within so without and this is not only about meditation it is about life itself we are practitioners
