Can anyone ever be prepared to spend eternity in hell?

I know the path I’m planning to take will lead me there. Eternity feels way too long, and I wonder if God will ever let good people out of it. I’m not a bad person—I love making people smile and feel good. I know you can’t find roses and sunshine in hell. I need to get out of this body that’s burdening my family. Is that too much to ask?
💊 💊 💊 💊 💊 💊 💊 💊 💊💊 💊 💊 💊 💊 💊 💊 💊 💊 = ⚰ +🔥 🔥 🔥 🔥 🔥 🔥 🔥 🔥 🔥 🔥 🔥 🔥 🔥 🔥 🔥 🔥 🔥 🔥 🔥 🔥 🔥 🔥 🔥 🔥 🔥 🔥 🔥 🔥 🔥 🔥 🔥 🔥 🔥 🔥 🔥

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