My psychosis and being lost in a ghost world.

It was cloudy and wanting to rain. No storms were brewing yet, the sky gave grey and cloudy atmosphere. As far I'm concern, I was already psychotic. I felt like a wandering spirit as I walk. No matter where I will go everything seem meaningless. A soul with no escape. lost in the void. I wanted to get out, but I wanted to stay at the same time because it was haunting world. I felt like I was going into uncharted territory. what's strange I was listening to this song called "Lost Soul". And before you know it, I was lost in an atmospheric world of lost soul. Those echos of spirits in the mindful grey cloudy sky. How can something be so gloomy and calmly and still be frightening. I was a ghost lost in the world in search of something. youtube.com/watch?v=-Man2vyGMfE