Spirituality and Ego
I just had an epiphany.
.. and looking at it now its so bleeding obvious i feel stupid 😆🤦♀
They cant work together🤷♀
You can't have ego....and be thoroughly spiritual.
They just dont fit together....at all.
Like ...if your ego is being felt when you're taking/thinking about your spirituality....then you're not really very spiritual yeah?
Ego involves pride and all that, and that comes from without
Spirituality an' shit comes from within.
They are two completely differnt directions.
You cant have a whitey coloured black or a slighty black white can you?
So .... even if you have some terrific transcendental experience while meditating....it still means nothing.
You can't go "Oooh i must have leveled up" .....coz that's ego taking.
You can't think, "Well i can meditate for 3 hrs longer than others so i must be better at it" ....coz that's also ego talking.
And you can't tell other people what to believe in spiritually coz that's also ego saying "my belief is "righter" than yours"
You cant know that the spirituality that they inherently feel....isnt the right one for where their soul, (or whatever), is at🤷♀
Im not sure if i explained this right🤔
But in my head im blowing out.
Its like ive just connected an elocutable thought to a long held feeling i had no words for👉👈
Ok...brain fart over🤗
.. and looking at it now its so bleeding obvious i feel stupid 😆🤦♀
They cant work together🤷♀
You can't have ego....and be thoroughly spiritual.
They just dont fit together....at all.
Like ...if your ego is being felt when you're taking/thinking about your spirituality....then you're not really very spiritual yeah?
Ego involves pride and all that, and that comes from without
Spirituality an' shit comes from within.
They are two completely differnt directions.
You cant have a whitey coloured black or a slighty black white can you?
So .... even if you have some terrific transcendental experience while meditating....it still means nothing.
You can't go "Oooh i must have leveled up" .....coz that's ego taking.
You can't think, "Well i can meditate for 3 hrs longer than others so i must be better at it" ....coz that's also ego talking.
And you can't tell other people what to believe in spiritually coz that's also ego saying "my belief is "righter" than yours"
You cant know that the spirituality that they inherently feel....isnt the right one for where their soul, (or whatever), is at🤷♀
Im not sure if i explained this right🤔
But in my head im blowing out.
Its like ive just connected an elocutable thought to a long held feeling i had no words for👉👈
Ok...brain fart over🤗
