If you don't believe in God or a Creator because there is no evidence

I guess I just don't want to be told what to believe. I've had some experiences that certainly led me to believe there is something powerful beyond my knowledge. Not being Christian, I still think Jesus was cool. And that maybe there have been many like him, but they're diluted by all the modern distractions.

I've studied different religions, philosophies and science. I've lived, I've lost... But it's the unexplainable that I find comfort in. The curiosity that keeps me seeking. Not believing as I've been told.