I just wish that I was born how ive always wished to look so I wouldn't have had to work so hard to get to where i am, you know?

I was born some dumpy looking Asian kid and I've worked very hard to pay for all the things I've done to myself to bring myself closer to what I've always wanted and have envisioned for myself. I'm not there yet but am close. So having things like forehead wrinkles or eye crinkles is setting me back and is messing with my head. Everytime I close my eyes I can see that dumpy kid staring at me and it's like he's trying very hard to destroy what I've built out of spite.

Ok I'll shut up now