I Struggle With My Body Image

I have a bit of an eating disorder. I use a spoon to vomit if I ate too much, I starve myself. I can't hande seeing the scale go up. 5'1 and 98-100 lbs is on the thin side.

Also my boobs. Shamefully, I scratched the heck out of them because I hate how small they are. I have scars. Ugh... I need to try bio oil or whatever to get rid of them.

Also no matter what, my stomach is always hard and bloated!!! Wtf, man? I feel like I look fatter than I am and it kills me.