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I Struggle With My Body Image

I have a bit of an eating disorder. I use a spoon to vomit if I ate too much, I starve myself. I can't hande seeing the scale go up. 5'1 and 98-100 lbs is on the thin side.

Also my boobs. Shamefully, I scratched the heck out of them because I hate how small they are. I have scars. Ugh... I need to try bio oil or whatever to get rid of them.

Also no matter what, my stomach is always hard and bloated!!! Wtf, man? I feel like I look fatter than I am and it kills me.
SW-User
Men can see through it all. Men will date you because you are skinny and leave you because you are unstable.

Men will love you with a lasting love when you are able to love yourself. You = yourself. Not some vision of what you think you should be.
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FireOpal · 26-30, F
The thing is, I am naturally skinny and I thought I needed to gain weight. I overdid it and that's when my partial ED started. Went from 117 to 102 to 98-100
FireOpal · 26-30, F
I actually have a cousin I can text about this stuff. The problem is that I leave my phone hours on end and am not a very good texter....
popmol · 26-30, M
don't be ashamed that makes it even worse, you should be just feeling better in your body. unlike me
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FireOpal · 26-30, F
I have therapy for this and I'm just so messed up and I have a lot to work on.... I'm ashamed for being messed up...
Annie1899 · 36-40, F
You're not alone in this. And the "obvious" answers never seem to work. Stay strong!
marvingaye · 56-60, M
You're both linked to posts here on similarworlds by google image search, FWIW
popmol · 26-30, M
you know its not healthy right? why don't you just eat normal and stay that way ?
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LittleCreates · 31-35, M
I think you are beautiful, boobs will grow with time
wuiop2 · 41-45
(hugs you) You are beautiful no matter what size you are. :)
Yungj87 · 36-40, M
You need a good man to cherish and love you..
Yungj87 · 36-40, M
Can we chat? PM?
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marvingaye · 56-60, M
I want you to do something for me - and yourself. Open your profile page on the computer. I am dead serious. Now do a google image search for your profile picture.
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marvingaye · 56-60, M
The pictures on this page would not work on google image either - too small. That's why I said 'go to your profile page' - where the image is larger.
marvingaye · 56-60, M
google image search is an extension can be added to chrome - Idk if it's available as an app for phones. 'tineye' is another that can be used.
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marvingaye · 56-60, M
Sorry - I thought everyone knew how to use google image search. Check your inbox.
popmol · 26-30, M
tineye i know but the pictures from similar worlds doesn't work on there
FireOpal · 26-30, F
I have no idea why I hate mysekf so much. I have therapy to help with this.
FireOpal · 26-30, F
She's a few years older than me but she's good at making me feel better.
popmol · 26-30, M
i wonder that too i want to search my own picture
popmol · 26-30, M
can't find mine or fireopels on tineye
FireOpal · 26-30, F
Ok so is it dangerous then if my picture pops up?
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popmol · 26-30, M
do you even need to be a good texter?
FireOpal · 26-30, F
How can I search my profile picture?

 
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