Gemini texts

I sent Gemini my moms texts to ask if I’m right and I am. She asked if I’m ok to lead into what she actually wanted to say. When I said I’m stressed, she completely dismissed it and shut the conversation down and then led with what she wanted to tell me.. which is something I have to do with her Friday. It hurts because I’m so lonely I’m talking to AI and I just want someone to tell me it’s going to be ok. A REAL person. I told Gemini about the stuff from my childhood and adulthood too and she is an abusive person :(