I Love Being Shamed, Scolded, And Teased For My Fat

I can relate to this group even if I am the opposite extreme when it comes to weight. I was really skinny as a teenager and young man, a 110 pound weakling. When I would pick up on girls (or even sometimes when I was minding my own business) some would tell me I was too skinny. Some were really blunt and reject me hard over it. It was hurtful yet exciting. They were rejecting me because I wasn't enough of a real man for them. Probably most of the girls thought the same thing but the ones who had in them to say it right to my face were really sexy and exciting to me.

Sometimes I would get in the friend zone with these girls. I would hang out with them, sometimes a group of their girlfriends. I would hear them lust over guys with hot bodies. I liked when they said it right in front of me. It made me realize how I did not excite them or turn them on in any way.

Here it is many years later and I am middle aged. I have put on some weight and am technically in the normal weight category. But because so many people are obese or overweight these days I still get comments about how skinny I am. I still enjoy it, especially if I sense it's meant as a put down.