I Am Gay

In my freshmen year of college I really liked this guy but I was rejected out of my body. Being 320 lbs it's understandable, and I used it as an inspiration to "work on myself" I ended up losing 120 lbs. Yet I still can't find a guy. Sometimes it makes me think that I'm not good enough. But no one ever gives me a chance. I've constantly been told that I'm a jack of all trades or that I'm a great guy but it never seems to help. In all honesty I just want something real.