I Am Submissive

I’ve got this bad behavior I do.... I try to draw dominance towards me. I sometimes feel manic with needs, I want to be controlled and accountable. But it’s not good for me to be like that. I’m doing my best to lean myself away from it.

It’s not that dominance is a bad thing... but feeling it being withheld always breaks my spirit.

It’s kinda sad that I already know it’s gonna be a struggle for me... hopefully it will get easier.

Am I hanging up my submissive card? Nah, it’s the nature I was born with.... but I don’t think I’m supposed to struggle the way I do. If I have to reprogram my thinking life would be easier.

I’m tired of feeling needy and unheard.