Getting old sucks

Yeah it sucks and I'm not talking about the noises ones knees make getting up and down. But you are young and if you're a mother your kids would be in their 20s . Their brains haven't fully grown/married. Think about those you believe are not excited and now think about how you react when you were younger . You were always excited but probably seemed used to it. Or maybe I'm full of shit. I'll be 70 in little over a month. Your are most likely closer to being born than dying of old age. I'm still pissed I'm old. I'm so much closer to the end than the beginning that makes regret not dying young a hero instead getting measured for a coffin I'm going to need. I'll probably be cremated but asked my family to lie and act like I'll be buried. Fire, depending and car wreck are my the worst fears about dying ask the other ways are just scary but those 3 please Lord not that way I need time to repent probably until lunchtime on my 111th birthday. If I hurry. I am full of it