Watching this show (Curvy Brides) is making me rethink how I look at my body.
Hearing all these women saying they never felt pretty or thin enough to wear a wedding dress... It's sad because a lot of them are really pretty women.
And there was one who had been big, then lost a lot of weight, and she still was unhappy with her body. She said she thinks her body looks worse now than when she was bigger. And that's how I felt too, when I had lost a lot of weight. 😞
It just makes me feel like it's such a waste of time and energy to hate yourself because of your weight or looks. I'll never be thin and I may never love my body, but I want to try to focus on other things and care less about that. If someone comes along and likes how I look and their actions toward me reflect that, that should be all that matters. I'm just exhausted from hating myself so much.
And there was one who had been big, then lost a lot of weight, and she still was unhappy with her body. She said she thinks her body looks worse now than when she was bigger. And that's how I felt too, when I had lost a lot of weight. 😞
It just makes me feel like it's such a waste of time and energy to hate yourself because of your weight or looks. I'll never be thin and I may never love my body, but I want to try to focus on other things and care less about that. If someone comes along and likes how I look and their actions toward me reflect that, that should be all that matters. I'm just exhausted from hating myself so much.
41-45, F
