Hi Pdxlinux, thanks for your comment, welcome to my (theist Yrger) writings here.
From pdxlinux
reading over your comments on this thread i think that you would like rupert spira. he talks about consciousness being the only thing that exists, and that our perception of matter is a consequence of conciousness. i dont follow everything that he says but he has a very happy group of followers. some of the things dont make sense to me. but now i'm getting off the topic. regarding your stated desire to understand the nature of the universe, i recommend checking out john conway's the game of life (which is a simulation not a game). if this is not helpful then i apologize.
" . . . i (pdxlinux) dont follow everything that he says but he has a very happy group of followers. ... john conway's the game of life ... ".
My (theist Yrger) suggestion to you is to do your own thinking and writing - because you have reason and intelligence in your brain.
Try to think on this question: What do Christians, Muslims, and Orthodox Jews Have in common?
