My work towards the application on that art institution is continuing and moving forward.

I tried writing in an academic way over and over, writing and rewriting, editing and I would scrap it all and go back to null few days now.

Okay not exactly null but through the edits I was losing my voice.

So I have come with a text now that is holding it all, my voice, energy, codes, suggestion, it is clear but it isn't academic at all.

But I think I will go with it.

I even stopped at somewhere less than 400 words, whilst the limit is 500.

There is still lots of materials needing preparation, but this is some ground progress.

I do not really believe I am going to receive this. This is crazy money and crazy recognition. But I might as well give it a chance. Because deep down, someone within me believes I do have a chance.

But my text is crazy, I do not try to hide within smart context. I present who I am, the same perception which creates art is present in that text. They will either like it or not, is one of those things you know.