I Am Agnostic

I actually don't know exactly what I am. My feelings about god(s) are complicated. I don't see much proof, but I do see it too. I sometimes see things and think "there's no way that was a coincidence". But, I also think that there is no way there could be (a) god(s), because where would they be, and what would their life/lives actually be like, and where did they come from.

But, I think that if there is god(s), I think there would be multiple, because even one god couldn't have done all that.

Plus, I have other various religious theories. I don't say beliefs because I think they're the most likely, but not actually sure. This also complicates things further.

I just want to find a religion that I fit into and can call myself, but can't. I know labels never really work perfectly, but it would just be so nice to know what to call myself.