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Newromantic82 I've been there. Begging for people to care for me and feeling sorry for myself. But those were just excuses from my addicted brain.
One day I was watching some jerk on you tube and he said...No one is coming to rescue you. Eventually everybody will get tired of your shit and you'll be alone.
NOBODY IS COMING
I was like...FFFFUUUUUCCCKKK!!!!
IM not saying it's easy. It's hard as fuck. But the other option is total failure without even trying.
You can do it...