I got the shakes......bad

It's my first few hours of sobriety. Liver hurts, arms are shaking, breathing is shallow, I feel kinda cold. Arms are tingling.

I hope my aunt doesn't come home early to see me like this, she would be disappointed....I know I am.

I think I can pull through this though. I know it's dangerous to stop cold turkey but I have no other choice right now.

I'm just glad I have 3 days off of work in a row.