I thought I could control it this time but I was wrong

I'm an alcoholic and I need to finally admit it, before I reach a new rock bottom. The people I met at a treatment center told me that everytime they hit rock bottom, it was always worse than the last time. I still have time to get sober and clear minded before I overdo it again. It's like there's still a sane part of me left. I should stop while I still can. I've been down this road before and it just ain't worth it. I need to call those friends I made at the treatment center. I got like 30 people I can call, I still haven't called any, I wonder if any of them were honest when they told me to call them. I guess there's only one way to find out. I just hope they haven't relapsed as well.