I Am An Alcoholic

Since Sunday I've been through four bottles of Karkov and like half a bottle each of rum and whiskey and a few beers. I've spent nearly every waking moment at least buzzed. I'm at the point now where I physically can't drink anymore. I can't remember the last time this happened. I feel like shit. My fucking bones ache. When I get up or lay down too fast my heart beats funny. I hate my life.