I Am An Alcoholic

9 months ago I accidentally drank way too much whiskey, not understanding how effective it is. I got hammered for the first time in my life. I was amazed at how well it relieved my depression and anxiety, and I’ve been drinking almost every night since then. I find it difficult not to because every night at 8pm until morning, my symptoms get far worse. Drinking just makes it feel better.

What’s worse is that I’m on several medications so this is really taking a toll on my liver.

I’m caught in a catch 22. If I drink, I’m gaining weight and putting myself at risk of liver disease. If I don’t drink, I feel awful.

My life sucks right now.