I feel so insecure

I hate to break it to you, but as you get older more and more friends will die and the pace will accelerate. Like I'm well pass the loss of over half of my HS classmates. And of course we can't pick which ones will escape death the longest.

Not really something to get accustomed to, more like something to find an accommodation with.

A good thing to learn before you get too old is that you can be both happy and sad at the same time.

Be careful to ween off the pills..and be there or be square at 6:30..g'luck

You really should go, other people with the same problems can give you great support, and in turn, you will feel good supporting them. Me being older than you knows what it is like losing friends through death. Hang in there Chanel!