Anyone dealing with antidepressant withdrawal?

I'm feeling so alone. I'm a single mom to a 17 yr old daughter. I live in a rural area that is poor and the infrastructure is awful. There's no way out of antidepressant dependency than through. I've been waiting for my life to stabilize before trying to taper again, but it's been 5 months and I just feel more hopeless every day. I can't work. It will take at least two years to do it properly. My family is not supportive and I've had to distance myself from them. It hurts tremendously. I hate that my daughter has to witness my pain and struggle. I do have good friends, but they are struggling too. How do people live with chronic illness and keep going?