I Struggle With Addiction

Since I was around 14 I have been addicted to several things. At first it was just tabs then I wanted more and at the age of 16 I began doing Oxycontin .. And I have yet to find a way to escape the hold it has over me. I have struggled with this for the last 6 years.. I have done well at hiding it form the ones I love , or maybe they just don't pay enough attention to me to know that there is something wrong . I love the feeling it brings me and I crave it .. It brings me happiness..