Meeting new people

I'm really bad at it now but at some point I was good at it...used to like baring out my soul to some one...then I closed up and don't feel safe ever sharing i don't know why.

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SW-User

Same ..I used to crave those soul baring connections but it only got me hurt so i closed myself up tight ...it's just not worth the pain

userfawkes1105

@SW-User im truly sorry mine was actually because i didnt want to but i hurt some one really bad...truth is their pain causes me pain still...i really felt terrible and i guess its why i close up now...dont want to hurt any one again..if it helps though i spend a lot of late nights looking at the moon hoping shes looking at it too hoping she feels how i hurt because i feel her hurt and feel crummy about it every day...i know she would never forgive me though...makes the pain more everlasting...

SW-User

@userfawkes1105 sorry to hear that

userfawkes1105

@SW-User yeah i try to look at life as an experience now and accept i have bad inside me. im learning to live with my regret. crossing my fingers that my true identity is not so faulty to match my past actions...and pray to someday be good enough to be worthy to live life.