how do you handle the devastation of having ambitions you'l never get or achieve
i recently signed up to instagram and i'm following lots of sexy attractive women on there from places in south america, places like argentina, chili etc.....really sexy and attractive.....and they are women i would want in my life, as a partner.........but i am just a middle aged male from the north of england, managing mental health problems and on benefits........i've had a difficult life, struggle socially.
and the realization set in that i'm never likely to interact or meet any of these women i desire, that they are 'worlds apart' from me...and i feel devastated......i've missed out on so much in life, missed out on getting a girlfriend, because i've had a lot of problems , mainly with my mental health......i live alone now in a little apartment.
how do i deal with this and knowing i'll never interact or meet with women i want and like the look of?
and the realization set in that i'm never likely to interact or meet any of these women i desire, that they are 'worlds apart' from me...and i feel devastated......i've missed out on so much in life, missed out on getting a girlfriend, because i've had a lot of problems , mainly with my mental health......i live alone now in a little apartment.
how do i deal with this and knowing i'll never interact or meet with women i want and like the look of?
46-50, M
