Changed foreverHad a person I cared deeply for. About. And hoped to be in those special moments with forever. Laugh. Love. Live. But because of some miscommunication. Frustration. And misinterpretation. Even of me asking Google. How do I respectfully begin this... See More »
Sleepless boredomWhen I can't sleep because the house is too quiet sometimes I come on here sometimes I pace around the house or maybe the yard or other times I find myself delving into AI using them and abusing them and thinking about stuffing their artificial heads... See More »
Dinner tonight is Burrito pezca California with cottage cheese and fresh peaches along with a salad served with Coke and lime (1)
Went to go see themWent to go see my grandparents today to catch up with grandmother let her know the things that have been transpiring let her know that I miss her very much for being my rock when everything else would crumble and let her know that I miss her and... See More » (3)
Getting ready to go to bedAnother sleepless night up with thoughts of what went on and how things transpired. Back from the emergency room yesterday with an infected tooth it has been a ringer of the last couple weeks but I am pushing through . The house is coming along and... See More » (7)
Dinner was good tonight Dinner was good I had my red wine salmon my chicken parmesan pasta and a chef salad with olives stuffed with cheese (2)
Resurrection evening Putting the salmon in the oven made with red wine dressing a little basil in herb and margarine with fresh mushroom to go with a salad and then later going to have some cold beers and get down a little bit and vibe (2)
Easter relaxationSpending a quiet Easter alone after doing some hard work so I figure that I would come down to the local park and relax a little bit with a picnic yes it's a little sad seeing all the families together when I'm by myself but I decided to make the... See More » (1)
Getting it done today Got a little bit of laundry done today did some land clearing so that I can get to my back fill dirt where my summer retaining wall project is concerned and cleaning up the property (1)
Time to rise againRecently life has changed for me however it is time to rise again from the ashes of that broken relationship and become the new Phoenix that I am. I chose once on my direction and I can do it again and now I am choosing life to stand tall. I'm going... See More »
Going back to CaliI ain't fell off I feel BAC for a minute to clear my head of all the b******* but now that I see clearly I'm flying out to California for about a week and I will be staying at the Best Western Plus in the poolside Jacuzzi room have Town car and... See More » (4)
STILL LOC LOC The first time since I have been home Good Friday I just dropped my first four blue dream in the water now that all the f*** boys are out of my house I'm about to kick it off (1)
Getting used to itIt is something that takes getting used to when you are used to living with a person and they are part of your life and then suddenly they are not there for whatever reason. Even though things ended roughly it still does play with your head a little... See More »
A day in the park today Taking a walk in the fresh air to get my head right before starting my projects (2)
Another dayJust working through it today got done washing the car and vacuuming maybe I'll do a little painting inside the house on the door frames and a little chainsaw work outside to pass the time
Same old finger pointingIt's amazing all these girls out here want a real man they want to be safe when they hug up. They say they want a man that handle business but when they hear the word gangster they're quick to haul ass. But what they don't see is what's underneath... See More »
And there it isFamily loyalty trumps everything flipped my brother bac to the blue side the true side and he's got a bounty on the b**** for taking the dog he gave me not only is she irrelevant now because of making that mistake but she has not stopped me in any... See More » (1)
I'm as real as they comeYes I'm that n***** with my finger on the trigger that brand new dishwasher my homeboy let me slide from the furniture store without even making the down payment he told me come back and deal with that s*** later and on top of that my boy is also... See More » (1)
It begins tonight It begins tonight with some wonderful cocktails in the ocean room with a Kings platter and notice the new edition behind the mace of power it is the sword of the sea. King bones AKA Blue devil aka Big Blue she'll never die (4)
Relaxation begins It is time to soak my tired foot and leg and relaxing before a Kings platter and a few cocktails (1)
