I'm picking myself back up and finishing what I startedCollege is really hard and I stopped attending classes because I was drinking and smoking by myself, being all depressed. I decided I dont want that to be my life so I am going to change and finish out the semester strong. Then I am going to drop out... See More »
Current mood:I wish that I could hurl myself into a still body of water and let myself hit the bottom bed. I wanna look around and see all the mud and dirt swirl around me as it invites me to rest with them. I want to look at all the fallen logs, long forgotten... See More »
I feel offNothing in my life feels in place, but im ignoring it and shoving it deep down so i dont have to feel it. Im not showering as much, my rooms a mess, and when i go to work it feels like im only there 10 minutes. Ive started walking several miles a... See More »
I miss the way I used to be. My thought process was much more positive and I used to look forward to the next day.
