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I Am Looking Forward To A New Beginning And A New Life

I am looking forward to a new beginning and a new life... Again. And it's not everyday I care enough about something to get excited. But I am excited about this. I just need to make it happen.

I want to move to Cape Town in roughly two months. At this point in time; I have no work or accommodation there. I have no friends or family there. I have no money. I have no plan. But I will make it happen, as I have before. That is the exciting part.

This time, however, will be different. This time I'll truly be alone... Leaving everyone behind. Holding on to the past hinders the future. And I intend to move forward, not back.

I will make this happen. I will start anew again. I will have a new beginning and a new life in Cape Town. I've already given my life twice before, this time cannot be in vain. This will come true.

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houston555

Wat is it like to start over? I've been contemplating doing this but I fear my emotions will hinder me or I will leave behind pain. Wat helped to push you?

Lullacus · 31-35, F

Your emotions will only hinder you if you let them. The buddha once said that in order to gain anything, one must first lose everything. I lost everything. That is what pushed me.

houston555

I've lost everything but I've had someone to go through it with me idk if I could let tht go you know ?

Lullacus · 31-35, F

As did I, the first time around. The second time around, however, I lost him too. It was the hardest thing I had to do on this earth. But I sacrificed it in the hope that I will find something more out there. I sacrificed everything to gain something. It's a gamble, really :-)

houston555

And in your opinion well worth it? Thanks

Lullacus · 31-35, F

The freedom is amazing. But I'm not sure if it was worth it yet. Will have to get back to you on that one.