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I Am Worried

I'm terrified for my future! I'm graduating high school and this will be the first summer i have not had a sport to occupy all of my time. I will be working but that's like every other day. When I'm alone and free, i contemplate my life worth, I think of suicide. I used to cut and I've been getting the urges lately. (Not for attention, only two people ever knew) I decided I should tell my counselor about my worries and my past (I've never told her) but I don't know how to do it, I don't know if I'm strong enough! How should I do it, I'm afraid my life could end this summer or I could relapse and I don't want to, but the urges will take over. I don't know what to do

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KandiGhostcat · 22-25, F

If you went in school sports for the summer then you can always find something else sporty to do in your free time. You could ride a bike, skateboard, roller skate/blade, run, etc. You can do any sport you want even if you're not in high school. But you'll get through your fears of the adult life you start ahead. Everyone has had those fears, even I fear my own adult life future (I'll be a junior and 18 yrs. Old). Maybe just tell your counselor you haven't been feeling good lately and have some fears on your hands you want to talk about first.