I Dont Know What to Do With My Life
i don't really know whats worst wanting to believe the best about people or wishing it ..
i have every thing that i want in life its just not in time u know , i always want things that i get when i don't want them anymore even though i do my best ..
my life is like trying to full up a boll with water and u have a fork to grape water with hhhh good luck with that right ?
i always do my best to people to make them happier , get through they re bout ,be there when they need ,help with what ever they need but i never ever had someone by my side and didnt realize that until one night i had a car accident and passed out and when i woke up the officer asked me who should we call i latterly had no one to call no friends no family members i was kinda lost i had some face flashes of people daily call me to pick them up or do stuff for them , give them money ,throw birthdays... but when i look closer they never did sthg for me not even a tiny thing , I've never had a gift its kinda weird but not really i m used to buy stuff for myself cause i know in the end there s only me no one stays [big][b]NO ONE[/b][/big] they always leave ,they promise to stay and they re different but in the end its just matter of time and u ll find u r self standing by yourself alone ..
i guess some people are meant to be alone .. just [big][b]ALONE[/b][/big] for the rest of their life no matter how hard they try .. life s unfair and wont be now ..
i have every thing that i want in life its just not in time u know , i always want things that i get when i don't want them anymore even though i do my best ..
my life is like trying to full up a boll with water and u have a fork to grape water with hhhh good luck with that right ?
i always do my best to people to make them happier , get through they re bout ,be there when they need ,help with what ever they need but i never ever had someone by my side and didnt realize that until one night i had a car accident and passed out and when i woke up the officer asked me who should we call i latterly had no one to call no friends no family members i was kinda lost i had some face flashes of people daily call me to pick them up or do stuff for them , give them money ,throw birthdays... but when i look closer they never did sthg for me not even a tiny thing , I've never had a gift its kinda weird but not really i m used to buy stuff for myself cause i know in the end there s only me no one stays [big][b]NO ONE[/b][/big] they always leave ,they promise to stay and they re different but in the end its just matter of time and u ll find u r self standing by yourself alone ..
i guess some people are meant to be alone .. just [big][b]ALONE[/b][/big] for the rest of their life no matter how hard they try .. life s unfair and wont be now ..
