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I Dont Know What to Do With My Life

i don't really know whats worst wanting to believe the best about people or wishing it ..
i have every thing that i want in life its just not in time u know , i always want things that i get when i don't want them anymore even though i do my best ..
my life is like trying to full up a boll with water and u have a fork to grape water with hhhh good luck with that right ?
i always do my best to people to make them happier , get through they re bout ,be there when they need ,help with what ever they need but i never ever had someone by my side and didnt realize that until one night i had a car accident and passed out and when i woke up the officer asked me who should we call i latterly had no one to call no friends no family members i was kinda lost i had some face flashes of people daily call me to pick them up or do stuff for them , give them money ,throw birthdays... but when i look closer they never did sthg for me not even a tiny thing , I've never had a gift its kinda weird but not really i m used to buy stuff for myself cause i know in the end there s only me no one stays NO ONE they always leave ,they promise to stay and they re different but in the end its just matter of time and u ll find u r self standing by yourself alone ..
i guess some people are meant to be alone .. just ALONE for the rest of their life no matter how hard they try .. life s unfair and wont be now ..

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firefall · 61-69, M

I know how you feel, I think. But, you're still young (I know it doesnt feel like it, it never does). You will find ppl who will deliver, will repay kindness with kindness, but they aren't common at all.
I've discovered, in a long and painful life, that it's worth testing someone - when you're giving to them, supporting them, ask them for some tiny effort or thing in return (the smaller the better, really). If they won't do that much for you, then you have a clear idea how much of a one-way street that relationship is. Sadly, that's what most usually happens, but not always. Please, keep looking.

justnoone · 26-30, F

did u find someone who really deserve all this search and wait ??
but it looks like its kinda impossible to find such caring or nice ppl this time and i kinda surrender , its easier ..

firefall · 61-69, M

@justnoone: Yes, I did - I met my wife when I was 33, so it was a long, long, search, but we've been together for 25 years, now, and we've always been very close, sharing everything and supporting each other.

SoFine · 46-50, F

Your first and most important relationship that you will ever have is with you.
Your JOB in life is to have you be happy. How you do that is for you to figure out.
Then when your true self-love is in place, then you will seek for love, not from empty and needy, but from a place of completedness.
Then build you up, validate and complete you, that is your job for you.

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