I Am Tired, So Very Tired

Emotional rant:

Tired of trying to please and impress. I've tried to be perfect in the eyes of different people ..for too long.. then .. I fet like I lost vital parts of me.

I only realised that I have given too much when my mind, heart, and body screamed in unison.

..when I felt those kind of inner, dangerous, invisible tears flow like a river within. They don't reach the eye.. they just freeze in the heart.

It's a kind of pain not always understood even by my closest.

I've reached a point where .. it is too exhausting to care about what "they" say. It is too much to hold on to "them".

How about caring about what I want for a change. I don't find it egotistical to want to feel better and grow .

I've been postponing this change for too long. It is time to get clear and forward.

Who stays will stay , who goes will go.

I let the wind pass through my hands... I'll let go ..

Until I find myself.