I Am Happy

Layers, ever shifting, external not always what is really it, but deepest down, i think there's a smile, always a smile deepest down, this is where i differ from the traditional clown, the clown of old was at heart a sufferer, needed to bring joy to fill a glass with joy, a glass with holes in it .... there's no holes in my cup, i am merely careless with it, forget i got it many times, one does what they do, some know what they do, for me, knowing would be too much, if knowing is there, i can't let that be a deciding factor, some say go with the flow, or they used to, and that might be it, minus the copyright value of the saying, for what works functionally isn't possible to be standardly verbalized, it must be how it happens. To adequately verbalize, would thus procure for the reader a Herculean task, and thus is meant as a goal, and the end result isn't the posited, but what positing creates as it all unravels. In ways like this, falsity is essential, for if what is is seen as what it is, if that were trully done, only the inhuman could proceed without a shred of error being fruitful.