I Have Trouble Moving On

This is gonna be really tough for me but I have really come to this point that I can no longer lie to myself and believe that someday day this guy will change for me. I have been with him for over 4 years now . Not a single day goes by when I dont worry about him. I care about him but he thinks I am nagging. I am not happy with him and I feel suffocation. I feel miserable being with him. I do not want to waste my time on him which has no outcome. Love is great but love don’t feed you. I can’t think about my future with a guy who hasn’t not taken life seriously. Who has been stuck with a temporary job who hardly gives him shift whereas I hustle between two jobs.


I am tired of giving him so much more than he deserve. May be I crosses my limit and gave him everything that made him so comfortable that he is so sure that I won’t ever live him . But I need to do this .. it’s new decade, if it doesn’t happen now it won’t happen ever. I am not gonna be any younger ...I need to take this step to make myself happy and grow. I have to be strong ... 2020 is my year 🌸🌸🌸