Feeling shitty. Dont have a reason to either. I do but saying it would make me feel even worse. Completely fucking up my life one day at a time. I've grown more happy but my times of depression have grown worse as well. Im not gonna off myself or anything. Though I don't see my life becoming something successful. This one thing is constantly holding me back and there aint jack shit that I can do about it. The amount of time I have to get rid of it is ending soon. I know im screwed and still currently doing so but... what should I even achieve for? I have no skills. None. Can't study for shit. I don't want to spend my life in a cubicle. I don't want to be in college till my body slowly begins its decent into old age.