This belief, or feeling, that i do not belong is following me everywhere, and HERE too.
it is as if, everywhere that i go, i meet others' lives, and i'm just a passenger.
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SatyrService · M
elafina · 36-40, F
@SatyrService There is awkwardness.
Sometimes hostility yes!
Other times, an attempt to guide/advice me, which 99% fails..
When I am at my best, they want to get me like I'm honey and they're on drugs.
When I'm at my worst I repel all.
Sometimes hostility yes!
Other times, an attempt to guide/advice me, which 99% fails..
When I am at my best, they want to get me like I'm honey and they're on drugs.
When I'm at my worst I repel all.
SatyrService · M
@elafina there are always a number of folks, who for one reason or the other often unobvious, that cause that sense of [i]otherness[/i], that makes one feel unwelcomed or even feared. it may be as simple as being a [i]bit smarter than most[/i], or having a rare body chemistry. one that can signal both "outsider" and also "desirable genetic stock". you could have a neuro-atypicality, that makes you "feel different" or even some unique facial geometry, the golden mean or something.
I fit in this "other" minority as well
Tho I am very welcome many places, very few take me In [i]all the way[/i] . the ones that do? are packed with [i]Unusual persons[/i].
it can be like learning you are a fairy, or a werewolf.
and many people can kinda tell
I fit in this "other" minority as well
Tho I am very welcome many places, very few take me In [i]all the way[/i] . the ones that do? are packed with [i]Unusual persons[/i].
it can be like learning you are a fairy, or a werewolf.
and many people can kinda tell