I Battle Depression and Anxiety

I'm not really sure if I'm depressed. Maybe I'm just so sad about how my life is going. I usually just can't help but to cry when I'm alone...sometimes on the bus where people around doesn't really care if I cry. I'm just so tired about everything and about how I end up like this. There's no one I can tell my stories with. I overthink things. I feel like life will be so much easier if I just didn't exist at all... well, there will be no life, technically. But that's how I'm feeling right now. I just want everything to end. I'm usually thinking if there will be a better future for me because I don't want it to be just like now. To be honest, I usually think about suicide but I'm too afraid to do it. I don't know if that's a good thing but I'm really tired and sad about everything.

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OtuLight · 26-30, M

😔[c=#359E00]Girl, suicide won't do you any good. I too battle depression and you are not alone in this world. There are people like you and me out there almost alone and afraid and confuse. Each of us handling life's events in our own way and sadly some of us has chosen death than to live. 😲One thing I've learn so far is to fight for my life. My rights, my decisions, my choice, my fear and so on. If you get opportunity and chances, then go for it and never give up. Sometimes the world can be cruel.[/c]

[c=#003BB2]If you are feeling lost then take a break and find the real you inside of you, the innocent you. Look at yourself in front of the mirror, let one be that innocent part and the other be the current you. And ask yourself, Is this the person I want to become? Is this how I want to live?. You will feel angry and hopeless but think again. This is your life and you have your own free will. Remember after God created us does he meet us in physical form or help up often or does he talk to us soundly? No, so far as I've known we are on our own whether in making decisions or choosing. See in every religions people believe in something which they cannot see(meaning-GOD).[/c]

[c=#BF0080]You know what! Do you get those moments when you are consciously aware of your surroundings. Like as if you are freshly awake. Tap into those moments and just be yourself. Be positive and on the good side. Life can be hard and it won't be easy.[/c]

[c=#000000]I believe that there's more to life then just living.[/c]🙂👍

Paulo · 56-60, M

You do have a depression, I've been there, I can see the signs, you should get help from someone qualified.

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