I Battle Depression and Anxiety

well today the depression has definitely got hold of me .. i'm usually quite a positive person, full of hope, positive thoughts, faking a smile to hide the pain .. because i believe positive thinking really can make a difference in your life, you have to hold on to something .. for better days .. to wake up one morning and smile, a smile that's meant .. but when the depression gets you, it gets you good and proper and today's one of them days, i've been dealing with anxiety and depression for near on 5 years and it never gets any easier when the bad days hit .. i just wish for all of us that in the near future are life's will be full of love and happiness because in the end that's all that matters, happiness, and i do believe we can make this, it's a hard journey, there will be ups and downs but we CAN and WILL do this! :)
sending you all love. :)