I Battle Depression and Anxiety
[image deleted]I really don't see myself getting better. At least not any time soon. I've seen psychologists, psychiatrists, therapists, and nothing helps. When I don't improve they say I don't give them much to work with. It's not my fault my life is shitty. I tell you about it and you're supposed to help me.
As much as I don't want to be alive, there are still 2 people that care about me.
My mom. I have infinite amounts of respect for her. I honestly don't know how she functions, but she does, and she works 3 jobs to make sure I'm taken care of. We were presented with the same scenario, but she proved to be much stronger than me. I wish I could be more like her.
My boyfriend. For the last 2 years, he's been good to me. Since my life went downhill, he's been so intent on making everything better, I can't deliberately leave this world. He would go the rest of life thinking that he failed. Even though it's not his fault.
"Taking your own life. Interesting expression, taking it from who? Once it's over, it's not you who'll miss it. Your own death is something that happens to everyone else. Your life is not your own, keep your hands off it."
As much as I don't want to be alive, there are still 2 people that care about me.
My mom. I have infinite amounts of respect for her. I honestly don't know how she functions, but she does, and she works 3 jobs to make sure I'm taken care of. We were presented with the same scenario, but she proved to be much stronger than me. I wish I could be more like her.
My boyfriend. For the last 2 years, he's been good to me. Since my life went downhill, he's been so intent on making everything better, I can't deliberately leave this world. He would go the rest of life thinking that he failed. Even though it's not his fault.
"Taking your own life. Interesting expression, taking it from who? Once it's over, it's not you who'll miss it. Your own death is something that happens to everyone else. Your life is not your own, keep your hands off it."
