I Hate My Life

@Azrael Life. Sometimes, you can't take a break. You need to work, earn. We say it's alright to take a break if we're mentally exhausted but do we think of the other consequences? How others perceive it, how much it influences what we've done up until then, who's (if there is someone) going to take care of things you're responsible for...

@Melpomene Oh! Oh I see. I'm sorry for that, being an adult in the real world must be hard :/ idk maybe you could still try to let go of some things that don't have those consequences? Or just go to therapy?

@Azrael I still wouldn't refer to myself as an ''adult in the real world''. Unfortunately, kids and teenagers also get a bitter spoon to taste. I can't. They are my responsibility and no one else can do that for me. Going to therapy might help me get some ''happy stuff'' I can't see right now but the problem is still going to stand there, right next to me.
Thank you for your concern, I appreciate it very much. Your suggests are usually helpful, but if you're drowning in a sea you need a little bit more than a boat to get back to the shore.

@midnightsun *sigh*