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I Feel Down

I've lost the motivation to apply for jobs.
I've lost the motivation to get my drivers license.
I've lost the motivation to succeed in college.
I've lost the motivation to talk to my friends.
I've lost the motivation to leave the house.
I've lost the motivation to leave me room.
I'm losing the motivation to get out of bed in the morning.

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SW-User

Well, why do you do this to yourself? Whose to blame?

Siril · 22-25, M

@SW-User no one is to blame. It's just me I guess. I was a stupid kid and a stupid teenager and I've landed here as a result

SW-User

@Siril You're not stupid. Sounds like you may be feeling lost, but who isn't at our age?

Listen, have a love for yourself because it will be you to bring yourself back up. I'm about to practice what I'm preaching because I am in a similar rut like yours.

My dad calls me stupid/dumb, and treats me that way having no interest in an actual connection, he treats my mom like shit too, and it's getting bad for me because I let it get to me. My anger is out of control. My depression and doing is out of control. Nobody ever notices my suffering, so who's gonna pick me up?

I will

Who's gonna pick you up?

You.

Keep fighting because that what we all must do.

Siril · 22-25, M

@SW-User I'm truly sorry for what you're going through. I don't have much of a way with words but they're sincere.

You're right though. In the end the only person who can bring us back is ourselves. I'm sure if we keep our heads down everything will work itself out and we'll go back to being ourselves.

SW-User

You'll be ok. You're a smart guy, and you're gonna find your way back up. :)