I Feel Down

here's a motivational track:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r4-gmECiENQ&index=5&list=PLb0uG6NWdUMSAXoyPJLPKuvOgKbY0oc9v

consider it.

@quietlitany I'll give that a listen when I get the chance

@Siril DESTROY WHAT DESTROYS YOU!

@Siril You're not stupid. Sounds like you may be feeling lost, but who isn't at our age?

Listen, have a love for yourself because it will be you to bring yourself back up. I'm about to practice what I'm preaching because I am in a similar rut like yours.

My dad calls me stupid/dumb, and treats me that way having no interest in an actual connection, he treats my mom like shit too, and it's getting bad for me because I let it get to me. My anger is out of control. My depression and doing is out of control. Nobody ever notices my suffering, so who's gonna pick me up?

I will

Who's gonna pick you up?

You.

Keep fighting because that what we all must do.

@SW-User I'm truly sorry for what you're going through. I don't have much of a way with words but they're sincere.

You're right though. In the end the only person who can bring us back is ourselves. I'm sure if we keep our heads down everything will work itself out and we'll go back to being ourselves.

You'll be ok. You're a smart guy, and you're gonna find your way back up. :)

@hippyjoe1955 not the second. I've never touched the stuff

@Siril Good for you. I've known too many that have used it long term and your list of symptoms matched theirs. So without drugs it sounds like you are depressed. Does this happen often?