I Think Verbal Abuse Is Just As Bad As Physical Abuse
After being verbally attacked by my husband i'd play this song on repeat. [youtube=https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nZ_bPWDmiuQ]
i was spoken to like dirt, called a liar to validate his paranoia, intimidated, and threatened. That's the song that told me not to listen to him.
It's hard to never have any peace for a single night. To lay awake wondering when the abuse will begin and then get attacked verbally for a minimum of 2 hours and for as long as 4 hours.. Starting around 10pm. Then being too anxious to sleep for 2 hours after he's gone quiet, due to the alcohol finally knocking him out.
When i was in therapy and i looked like i saw a ghost when he called during therapy (to demand to know where i was and how i got there) and when i became tense everytime he was mentioned, i was told that i was being abused. How is it abuse when the police will do nothing when i just want my husband to leave me alone and stop threatening my life so that i can sleep?
i'm now separated from him and don't miss him, because i remember very little good left about him and very little good left in him.
i was spoken to like dirt, called a liar to validate his paranoia, intimidated, and threatened. That's the song that told me not to listen to him.
It's hard to never have any peace for a single night. To lay awake wondering when the abuse will begin and then get attacked verbally for a minimum of 2 hours and for as long as 4 hours.. Starting around 10pm. Then being too anxious to sleep for 2 hours after he's gone quiet, due to the alcohol finally knocking him out.
When i was in therapy and i looked like i saw a ghost when he called during therapy (to demand to know where i was and how i got there) and when i became tense everytime he was mentioned, i was told that i was being abused. How is it abuse when the police will do nothing when i just want my husband to leave me alone and stop threatening my life so that i can sleep?
i'm now separated from him and don't miss him, because i remember very little good left about him and very little good left in him.
