I Take Relationships Seriously

It's been fun and off trying to figure out how to make polyamory work. Like the men I like are good, but one of them is kinda mentally unstable. Its been interesting just seeing how being not super clingy or caring about a lot of communication has been working. It seems like I can have someone to hangout with at will. I'm also more popular than I've ever been lol. I haven't done anything yet, but it's been fun. I've got two partners one I'm working on and a friend that wants to cuddle. I'm not sure about the last two, the cuddle guy might be fun to just hang out with and make the guy I really want jealous lol. Also I haven't cuddled a new person in 4 years. The guy I want is kinda a stupid man. Hes bad with money and difficult to handle, but I love him. I'll let him come to me, at this point in time I pretty much can get what I want easy lol. Its nice feeling fulfilled with friends and partners. I no longer yearn for trying new things and I feel stable in life.